Losing wisdom, only to gain it

Last week was certainly a week of firsts. It was the first time I’ve ever had any sort of surgery, the first time for an IV, and the first time I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. Okay, so I won’t be having my wisdom teeth removed ever again, but hey, it’s still a first! As a result of said procedure, I have been in a little pain…not too much, but enough to have become quite friendly with my good friend Advil. Also enough to start having dreams where all I want to do is eat Chick-Fil-A, and then realize that I’m not allowed to eat anything of real consequence. On the plus side, I have tasted delicious smoothies created by Mark, as well as more than my fair share of pudding and ice cream. All of those tasty treats are getting boring though, and I’m already counting down the days until I have clearance to chow down on all of my favorite savory foods. It is definitely tough to sit by as Mark eats Chipotle and pizza commercials fill the TV screen. Oh well, only a week and a half more to go. Hope I can make it. :P

In all seriousness, though, this “ordeal” has reminded me yet again how truly blessed I am. There are millions of people in the world who do not have access to good dental care, for example. There are even more who lack access to any sort of regular food supply, much less a fridge and freezer full of all the soft foods they care to eat. There are people out there who suffer through a great deal of pain without any sort of medication to get them by. And there are people who have access to all the benefits I’ve mentioned above, but don’t have anyone to take care of them as they recuperate. I am so thankful for everything I have, and I need to make more of an effort to remember this.

I hope that you know how lucky you are, and that despite the trials you may be facing, there is someone out there who has it far worse than you do. Think about them, and be grateful for your blessings.

Blessings

Sometimes, I feel like life is a real challenge. Then I remember how blessed I am. Even on the days where I’m sick and have to go to the doctor for the third time in two weeks, I realize that I have it so. good. There are people right now in Dallas who only wish they could go to the doctor for their sicknesses. That’s just in Dallas. There are people all over the world who have never been to see the doctor. Who have never imagined the day that they will be healthy. I am blessed.

There are days when I have to take a test after feeling like I’ve learned very little on the subject. On those days, I try to remember that I am getting a college education while there are little girls around the world who would cry tears of joy at being told they are allowed to go to school for the first time in their lives. I am blessed.

There are days when I feel like I don’t want to get up and go to work, when all I want to do is stay at home and read. I am so blessed to have a job I like, much more so to have a job at all.

On days when wedding planning overwhelms me, I realize that I am blessed in getting to have a wedding where I not only know the groom, I love him and he loves me. Many women around the world are denied this pleasure. I am blessed beyond my wildest dreams.

I do not claim to know why I am blessed with all of these things and why others are suffering daily, but I do know that I want to help them. Where women, girls, men and boys are denied these blessings, I want to be the one God uses to help them. I know that God created me for this reason–to share his love and blessings with those around me and those across the globe. I can’t save the world, I know. But I can most definitely try to make one little difference. That is my goal. Make a difference.