Losing wisdom, only to gain it

Last week was certainly a week of firsts. It was the first time I’ve ever had any sort of surgery, the first time for an IV, and the first time I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. Okay, so I won’t be having my wisdom teeth removed ever again, but hey, it’s still a first! As a result of said procedure, I have been in a little pain…not too much, but enough to have become quite friendly with my good friend Advil. Also enough to start having dreams where all I want to do is eat Chick-Fil-A, and then realize that I’m not allowed to eat anything of real consequence. On the plus side, I have tasted delicious smoothies created by Mark, as well as more than my fair share of pudding and ice cream. All of those tasty treats are getting boring though, and I’m already counting down the days until I have clearance to chow down on all of my favorite savory foods. It is definitely tough to sit by as Mark eats Chipotle and pizza commercials fill the TV screen. Oh well, only a week and a half more to go. Hope I can make it. :P

In all seriousness, though, this “ordeal” has reminded me yet again how truly blessed I am. There are millions of people in the world who do not have access to good dental care, for example. There are even more who lack access to any sort of regular food supply, much less a fridge and freezer full of all the soft foods they care to eat. There are people out there who suffer through a great deal of pain without any sort of medication to get them by. And there are people who have access to all the benefits I’ve mentioned above, but don’t have anyone to take care of them as they recuperate. I am so thankful for everything I have, and I need to make more of an effort to remember this.

I hope that you know how lucky you are, and that despite the trials you may be facing, there is someone out there who has it far worse than you do. Think about them, and be grateful for your blessings.

It’s been a while…

Hello, there. I realized the other day that it has been quite a while since I last visited my blog. The reason? I recently got a new job, and have super busy trying to get adjusted to all of the newness surrounding that situation. I’m working part time at our church doing admin work, and it has been a challenge for me learning/ remembering all of the steps and tasks that I’m supposed to do. I know I felt this way at my old job, but, whew! Being the new girl is exhausting! It’s hard to remember that it will get better, especially when there are times that I feel extremely overwhelmed. Despite these struggles, I enjoy my job and I am beyond thankful for this opportunity.

Let’s see…what else has been going on around here? It seems like practically every night is a different activity for us. We’ve never been so involved in things besides school and work, so it is fun to hang out with friends and engage in things that interest us. The holiday season doesn’t help in the busy-ness area, but it is definitely one of my most favorite times of year. Halloween, Thanksgiving, and Christmas are part of such a fun season filled with friends and family. We’ll be headed up to the Frozen Tundra (Illinois) for Christmas this year, and we’re driving, which should be…interesting. I’m hoping we don’t get caught in any blizzards, but you’d better believe that I’ll have an emergency pack ready!

We have made a number of new friends from our new church, which has definitely helped in the transition into our new area (I know we’ve been here since March, but it still seems pretty short), but lately, I’ve found myself missing all of our other friends from Denton, Taylorville, DBU, Granbury, and Glen Rose. I wish I could have a giant reunion with everyone! Not plausible, but it would definitely be fun.

I guess that’s all I really have for now…my train of thought just jumped to the latest GOP debate, and I don’t really want to get into that right now! :) Thanks for sticking around through my blogging drought! Hopefully I’ll get back in the swing of things soon!

My Life’s Little Adventures

For the past several months, I have been volunteering at the Dallas Holocaust Museum/Center for Education and Tolerance (DHM). I have mostly done administrative tasks (read, boring office work), which have actually not been terribly boring, thanks in large part to the knowledge that what I’m doing is making a difference, no matter how small. It is satisfying to know that I am helping an organization do things that are furthering the cause of holocaust education.

I really love getting to see the way that a nonprofit organization works from the inside. There is quite a lot that goes on in the office that the museum patrons have no idea about. Since I want to have a nonprofit some day, this experience has been very enlightening, and more valuable than I can imagine. Seeing the different roles each administrator and employee must assume, as well as the importance of volunteers and members makes me feel as though I am getting a better education in the nonprofit arena than I could in any classroom. Another great benefit of volunteering at the DHM is seeing the passion people have for teaching the current generation about the horrors of the holocaust, an important step in preventing such atrocities in our time. I know that many people consider the holocaust a grim subject that should be swept aside, only mentioned in history texts. However, I feel as though we should talk about it and think about it, and consider why and how something so terrible could be allowed to happen. The holocaust isn’t the only cause I feel this way about, though. I am a proponent of preventing all terrible, preventable tragedies from happening. Anyway…

I love working in the West End of Dallas, amongst brick buildings so old that many have faded painted advertisements barely visible on their sides. The view of the city is great from our building, and the sense of history is palpable. We are just across a street from the Sixth Floor Museum, the place from which Lee Harvey Oswald assassinated President Kennedy (or not, depending on your belief). In fact, whenever I drive to the DHM, my return journey takes me right past the fateful stretch of road.

I haven’t been driving down regularly, though; I have become a patron of the Dallas Area Rapid Transit (DART) system. For three days a week, I spend about 80 minutes of each day riding the train downtown. It has been an interesting experience, to say the very least! ALL kinds of people ride the train, from young families headed down to the zoo to groups of senior adults, headed down to see the sights. There are usually several medical professionals, sometimes a homeless person, and occasionally someone who feels that the entire car should know all about their business. Once, a group of exuberant teens, all dressed in costume, chattered about Pokemon and video games for about 30 minutes, leaving the rest of us to sigh with relief when their stop finally came. The great thing about the DART train, though, is that I do not have to drive down and back, saving plenty of money that would otherwise be spent on tolls and gas. Also, I can read while onboard, which is always nicer than fighting traffic.

Well, I guess that is about the sum of my activities as of late. I am actually taking a small break from the museum to go to New England with my parents and brother for our family reunion this week. Unfortunately, Mark won’t be able to join us. I guess that’s what happens when you have a full time job and are going to grad school. It’s nice to know that he will be here when I get back, though!

The wedding is coming!

I can’t believe how soon the big day will be here!! I’m starting to get excited, but I feel like there isn’t enough time left to get every thing done. I know this isn’t true, but I wouldn’t really be me if I didn’t worry at least a little about something! I am surprised at how fast this engagement has flown by! Who knew that a year could pass so quickly? It really does seem like just yesterday that I went to class August 28 after getting engaged the night before–it is pretty hard to concentrate on Shakespeare when you’re thinking about wedding plans! Now, I’ve graduated and am trying to plan the next phase of life. Weird. In a good way, but still, weird. I have enjoyed the time living with my parents again, but I am excited about having my own home (even if it is a small apartment).

I am really loving this fall weather, and I have a feeling that October 9th is going to be a beautiful day! One thing that really lets me know the wedding is super close is this weather. It finally feels like fall, and before too long, when I check the forecast, I’ll see the wedding day, and then the days after–how exciting!. Maybe I’m being a little silly about all this, but that’s okay. :)

Considering Lilies

Finals are this week. Another semester is over, practically before it started, it seems. I cannot believe that next semester is my last full semester. After that, it’s one summer semester, and then…real life. :) / :(

I seriously go between feeling super excited about the future (I’m getting married in 300 days!!!!!) to kinda worried (what will life be like after school? What will I do? Where will I live?). It’s been a semester full of rollercoastering (it’s a word(now)) emotions. I’ve had some of the happiest moments in my life to date, but then again, I’ve had some moments where I felt like the only thing I could be sure about after I graduate is that I’m getting married. And that’s all. Really, I’m getting worried about my future about one year in advance. Lame? Yes. Unnecessary? Yes.

Although I’m anxious to know what the future holds after I graduate next August, when I really sit back and think about it, I’m not worried at all! I’ve got the best insurance in the world in God, and I’ll be starting the best chapter of my life thus far. I have nothing to worry about. Not where I’ll live, not what I’ll eat, not what I’ll wear. Jesus says:

“Consider the lilies, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; but I tell you, not even Solomon in all his glory clothed himself like one of these. But if God so clothes the grass in the field, which is alive today and tomorrow is thrown into the furnace, how much more will He clothe you? You men of little faith! And do not seek what you will eat and what you will drink, and do not keep worrying. For all these things the nations of the world eagerly seek; but your Father knows that you need these things. But seek His kingdom, and these things will be added to you.” Luke 12:27-31, NASB

So whenever I start to think about the way that I have never before stepped into such an unknown, I’ll consider the lilies.