Archive for category life

Re:action

Not too long ago, I visited the Dallas Holocaust Museum. This place is a really amazing reminder of the atrocities that humans can commit, and I was really moved by my experiences. While I was there, I saw a small fraction of artifacts from the Warsaw Ghetto, the death camps, and the freedom fighters. The exhibit focused on one day in the history of the Holocaust, and at the end, we were shown a film of real testimony from Dallas-area survivors. I even got to meet a survivor, which was pretty humbling.

This experience really got me thinking of the way that we always say “never again,” although similar circumstances are all around us in other parts of the world. Sure, the global scene is a little different now, and six million Jews are not being systematically murdered. I’ll give you that. But, I ask you to consider the terrible things that happened in Rwanda. Consider the things that are happening even today in Sudan. Consider the newest crisis, the ongoing ethnic cleansing in Kyrgyzstan. Each of these situation is a tragedy, but there is, perhaps, a greater tragedy–these crises are merely the tip of the iceberg. People all over the world are being subjected to terrible things that, as Americans, most of us cannot even fully comprehend.

I do find hope in this world, though. A friend of mine sent out a note asking people to learn more about the situation in Kyrgyzstan. NGO’s around the world are drawing attention to the dilemmas faced by women and girls in Pakistan and Afghanistan. People are volunteering to go abroad in order to serve the defenseless. I love this. I love that even though not everyone can go work in a refugee camp, there are so many who are willing to do what they can. There is a need today, I think, to know what is going on in the world. To be informed. To do something. This is the key–as long as people aren’t silent about the terrors millions of people face, there is hope.

At the Holocaust museum, the overarching theme was the terrible crime of being a bystander, and the incredible importance of being an upstander. I urge all of you to take action. Speak up for those who can’t speak for themselves. It’s the least you can do, and I am sure that if they could tell you, they would say that it means more than you could ever know.

Tags: , , , ,

Knowledge is Powerful Stuff

One thing that I really regret is not learning more about technology. I’m convinced that we’re never going to go back to the days of my childhood, where the Internet was something that was pretty new as far as general use goes–remember when Jeeves was a part of Ask.com? And remember how you could ask him questions? Yeah, that was THE premier website of my elementary school days. **EDIT: Apparently, Jeeves is still alive and kicking! You can visit him here, if you’re nostalgic.** I know that growing up when I did, I’m pretty basic-level tech savvy, just by experience. Some people not too much older than I am actually have to work at using a lot of technological things that I take for granted–not knocking them, I can’t believe how much they’ve had to adapt (case in point: my parents remember when the VCR came out, while a friend much younger than I am didn’t realize that there was a time before Youtube).

But seriously, I wish that I had spent at least one class out of all my high school classes learning about computer science. You may think that this is a pretty nerdy thing to say, unless you happened to do so, in which case you’re probably thinking that it was an awesome thing to do, as well as a smart choice. Regardless of the real or imagined nerdiness, taking a computer science class in high school would have been really useful right about now. Why, you may ask? Well, aside from the fact that my fiance is seriously in to computers, the real answer is that we’re living in a time of transition, a time where pretty much every job I’m considering for a career would be greatly enhanced by a good dose of computer knowledge. Even books are going digital, and if I want to keep enjoying them, I’ve got to be prepared to do the same! Clearly, this blog is a big step forward, but I need to know more about the tech side of things if I want to be as valuable as I can be in today’s world. As a result of these musings, as well as of my impending graduation, I’ve decided to look into taking some sort of technical know-how class after I get married. I think that this time in my life, between my undergrad and graduate careers, will be best spent investing in the knowledge I ignored in the past. No matter what, it can’t hurt!

So here’s to gaining knowledge after college! I intend to keep learning skills that will be helpful to me, as wel as those around me. I also want to learn things just for fun, so if I come across a community college class that looks awesome, I just might take it! I think I’m becoming more inspired by the moment–so now seems like a good time to get some sleep and dream about coding and making awesome websites (Mark would be so proud!).

Tags: , , , , ,

Transitions

So life as I’ve known it for the past few years is about to change radically. I’ll be leaving my job of two years in two weeks. I’ll be graduating from college in three weeks, and I’ll be getting married in a little under three months. Ever since I can remember, I’ve been going to school–and I’m really going to miss it. I can’t believe all the really cool classes I can’t take anymore. I eventually want to get my master’s degree, but in what area? I’m not sure. I’ve got to start looking for a real, full time, use my education job. I love my job now, and I’m sad that I can’t work there once I graduate. Hopefully I’ll be able to find a great job (as in something I love to do) before too long. I’m not sure how to go about getting the kinds of jobs I’d love, but I’ll figure it out (if anyone wants to hire a writer/ editor/ all around great employee, I’m here!).

For the next few weeks I’m going to savor all of the things and people in my life. Sure, I can come back and visit them, but it just isn’t the same feeling. That’s life, I suppose. But don’t get me wrong, I am very excited about this new chapter in my life–who knows what kinds of adventures and experiences I’ll have? It’s going to be great! I just feel like all this greatness snuck up on me when I wasn’t looking!

Tags: , , , ,

May already?

This semester is finally drawing to a close, and as it does, I remember thinking about how much easier this semester would be, since I was taking less hours than I ever have in a long semester. Boy, was I wrong! This has been one of my most difficult semesters, and is definitely the one that went by the fastest! I have enjoyed it a lot, despite its challenges, due in part to having some fun scheduled right in, in the form of regular Thursday night hangouts with some of my best friends. :)

I am kind of sad about this being my last real semester of my undergraduate career. As I sit in my favorite classes, it dawns on me that this chapter of my life is almost over. :( I know I’m a nerd, but I’m sad that when the fall semester schedule comes out, I won’t be looking at it to pick my classes. I’ll be pretty busy in the fall, though, so I guess it’s a good thing I’m graduating in August! :)

Wedding planning has pretty much stalled, thanks to the whole school thing. I’m looking forward to starting to really get in to it this summer. :) I have some good ideas for all of that stuff, which is good, since the date is quickly approaching!

Next Sunday is my birthday, and I guess I’m pretty excited about it. I’ll be 21, which is cool, but I’m definitely more excited about my upcoming Ireland trip than I am about my birthday! I can’t wait to explore Ireland with some lovely ladies (Courtney and our moms), but I’m not sure that the Emerald Isle can compare with Texas in the spring time…I do love bluebonnets! :)

Well, I’m definitely putting off a homework assignment by writing this blog, so I should probably go ahead and do that. :) I’ll be writing a lot more this summer, though! :)

Blessings

Sometimes, I feel like life is a real challenge. Then I remember how blessed I am. Even on the days where I’m sick and have to go to the doctor for the third time in two weeks, I realize that I have it so. good. There are people right now in Dallas who only wish they could go to the doctor for their sicknesses. That’s just in Dallas. There are people all over the world who have never been to see the doctor. Who have never imagined the day that they will be healthy. I am blessed.

There are days when I have to take a test after feeling like I’ve learned very little on the subject. On those days, I try to remember that I am getting a college education while there are little girls around the world who would cry tears of joy at being told they are allowed to go to school for the first time in their lives. I am blessed.

There are days when I feel like I don’t want to get up and go to work, when all I want to do is stay at home and read. I am so blessed to have a job I like, much more so to have a job at all.

On days when wedding planning overwhelms me, I realize that I am blessed in getting to have a wedding where I not only know the groom, I love him and he loves me. Many women around the world are denied this pleasure. I am blessed beyond my wildest dreams.

I do not claim to know why I am blessed with all of these things and why others are suffering daily, but I do know that I want to help them. Where women, girls, men and boys are denied these blessings, I want to be the one God uses to help them. I know that God created me for this reason–to share his love and blessings with those around me and those across the globe. I can’t save the world, I know. But I can most definitely try to make one little difference. That is my goal. Make a difference.

Tags: , , ,

Quick update

Well, not much has changed since my last update in the school department. I took Crafts over fall break, which was awesome, but waaay to time consuming, and I’m paying for it by having to write a paper now that I should have already finished. I’m really happy I took it though, because I learned how to do a lot of awesome projects that will be great things to do when I have time.

Later!

Thinking of the wishful variety

Dear Everyone,

I’m sorry that my blogging has been rather skimpy of late. I have found myself swamped with learning! Between Shakespeare, East Asian Literature, Advanced Written Communication, Urban Development and Constitutional Law, I have so much reading to do I practically keep my books open all the time! Plus, planning a wedding is more complicated than it seems, but you can hear about all of that over at http://www.markandkatie.us.

One thing that I am really enjoying right now is the surprisingly fall-like weather! Here in Dallas, it has been rainy and cool for pretty much the past week. Although I am a sunshine-lovin’ gal, I adore the atmosphere provided by a chilly day and dark skies. Seriously, this is curl up by the fire, wrapped up in a blanket, drinking a hot chocolate while reading a good novel weather! If only I had the time. And a fireplace. Oh well, I’ll settle for reading a textbook in my under-the-lofted-bed workspace. :)

Well, that’s all I’ve got for now. See ya!

Tags: , , ,

Oh yeah…

I never really updated the blogosphere (no, spell check, not the heliosphere.Thanks, though.) with the fact that one week ago today, I got engaged. It was pretty awesome, to say the least. And I, of course, am beyond excited.

But never fear, this blog will not be weddingified. Oh no. We have a website for things like that! I won’t tell you the URL just yet because I am making it awesome, but I will eventually be putting it up here.

On that note, have a great day/night!

Tags: ,

There’s No Place Like…Homestay?

Homestay (n): A foreign student staying in the home of a citizen of the country the student is visiting for a set length of time. Commonly experienced by study-abroad participants, and sometimes by short-term mission trip participants.

As you may recall from earlier posts, I had a little trepidation about staying in the home of a Korean family. I really didn’t want to offend anyone, and I was slightly afraid of what I might encounter. However, you may also remember that I was also excited at the prospect of learning a new culture firsthand. When we arrived in Korea, we were promptly deposited in an apartment a few minutes away from the church, our base. We had been told about homestays, but they never materialized…at least until last week. At dinner one night, Pastor Ryan (our liaison with the church)mentioned that he needed three of us to volunteer for a homestay. You could have heard a pin drop. None of us wanted to leave the home that we were used to and the friends that were now more like family. Brave Kristine finally asked if she could think about it. Later that night, she and I discussed our feelings about it, and decided we might be interested, but not enough to bring it up again. Fast forward to last Saturday. We are back in Suwon after a day trip to Seoul. Pastor Ryan has taken us to Pizza Hut (as mentioned in my last post) and he is sitting on the opposite end of the opposite side of the long table. Near Kristine. I don’t know how it happened, but somehow, she and I ended up committing to do a homestay for one night, then we would decide whether to continue. I was more informed than asked, but hey, that’s how good experiences happen, right?

So on Monday, we packed our bags and got ready to go that night after Kristine was done teaching at 9:00. I got done at 5:00, so I had to walk down the mountain hill that leads to the church alone. As I went, I wondered if they would like me, if I would like them, and what the conditions would be. It turns out that I shouldn’t have worried! Mr. Park has been coming to America fairly often for the last ten years or so, and speaks really good English. His wife, Mrs. Lee, is functional in English, and good at getting her point across. They have a nine year old daughter who is very beautiful, but also shy.

Mr. Park picked us up and drove us the 15 minutes to the apartment. When we got there, we were greeted by his wife and daughter, as well as a married couple with whom they are very close. That couple invited us all to their apartment the following day for Korean food after we got back from teaching. So much for staying one night! We are now staying until Friday morning, with our last night and family dinner scheduled for Thursday. :)

It is an interesting experience to say the least, but one that I am so glad I am having. There probably isn’t a better host family out there, as they have done nothing but make us feel welcome. Kristine and I have had some great times already…especially the delicious dinner prepared for us by the neighbors! We had crab, noodles, pumpkin soup (yummy!), rice cakes and more, making it the best meal we have had in Korea! I was really full for the first time since I’ve been here!

I know that I will remember this experience for the rest of my life, and I know that next time I’m offered a chance to spend some time with locals, I’ll say yes immediately!

Tags: ,

Home, Sweet Home.

Well, not too much has happened between now and the last time I updated, minus the fact that I am now residing in my very own (and 4 other girls who are not currently here’s) apartment! I love it, and and having a lot of fun buying the little things that turn an empty place into a home. I never realized how much stuff is needed just to live like a normal person before this experience!

It is definitely a looooong way from being finished, or completely furnished for that matter, but I just feel really at home here already! Sure there have been some kinks in the system, weird sounds, paint smells, etc., but I don’t have to move until I graduate! What a delightful feeling! :)

Of course, I miss my roomies. It is dreadfully quiet here at night, which is good for sleeping, but not very exciting. And I have a ton of empty space that is begging to be filled. But really, more than their pots and pans and tables and chairs, I wish I had their hilarious antics and smiling faces. The apartment won’t be right without them.

Tags: ,